My names Nick im a student at College of the Canyons, but its pretty much 13th grade. I like to debate about issues and piss people off.
December 31, 2009
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2009 : The year that im glad is over.
2009 started off as a great year i had my friends my health and a possible girlfriend in the mix, things were looking great so i made a list. Lets take a look at that list shall we :
1. Get a good girlfriend
2. Keep good terms with my friends
3.Learn more about myself
4. Try to find good in people
5. Not be such a dick sometimes
6. Get with a black chick ( added as of November of 2009)
Okay number 1 happen sort of, i did fall in love and all that good stuff but then i realized love sucked and was not worth the effort. I always found out its a crime in the women’s code to have a girl thats a friend that likes to flirt with you even though you know most likely nothing will happen from it. Also i realized that women are my weakness which sucks because most great men fall for this weakness , so i have to work on that. For all the women in my life of 09 i have this to say yes im sorry i was a dick sometimes and im sorry if i hurt your feelings but lets be honest you and i both know i had no idea what i was doing. I liked all of you for being who you guys were, if i didnt you know i wouldnt have talked to you. Some relationship this year sadly ended because of outside forces, like crazy moms who i cant stand. It upsets me that it had to end because i couldnt deal with that. I just want to end this first point by saying ive had a great time with you all and ill remember every fun time we had together, there is a special place in my heart for the women in my life ;) ( yes im that cheesy sometimes)
As for number 2 no i didnt because i realized that you dont truly know someone until they stab you in the back. You guys know who you are and you know i burn bridges easily.
Number 3 , yes i did and im pretty sure i know now what type of person i am and im starting to become more confident in the way i feel about myself.
Number 4………. still looking
Number 5 most people take it as me being funny so we can take that off the list
And the infamous number 6 that caused such great controversy yes im still looking because Hawaii did not count but, that being said i highly doubt i will find one in the SCV haha. i guess ill explain the reason too, the reason is i want to be a well balanced person and keep my options open im sorta colorblind most of the time.
In conclusion 09 has been a really big year for me in molding myself and sort of catching up on everything . I have nothing but high hopes for this year and the years to come……..Until im like 30 then ill be upset about every new year.
